Well after doing good for an entire week the pain is coming back. There is severe storms and high winds on their way and that is causing a flare. The heart palps has been present again as well but I am not going to allow it to destroy my peace. Better days will come again and the pain will ease. It can not storm forever.
Have you ever wondered why things happen to us? I have been. I realize that things happen because we get away from God’s grace. All too often we get caught up in the hassles of life and we forget to put God first. Before we know it we have totally gotten out of
his grace and he has no choice but to punish us like the spoiled little brats we are. God must come first regardless of the problems we face.
I have learned this week that worry has a way of creeping in when you least expect it and it wrecks your life. A week ago I had a mammogram and last Tuesday I was called asking me come back for further testing. I knew I had knots in my breast and lymph node. This has been the longest week of my life. I will find out Monday what the results are and I won’t lie. I have cried and. I AM SCARED